All these photos remind me of a lot memories when I'm with you. Love ya so much!
Hi!
WORKAHOLIC @_@
I'm finally back again. I'm pretty busy these few days because I keep rushing for school as well as rushing for work. I find myself really insane for keeping rushing for everything. However, I have to be strong and determined so I can earn money to help out my family. Anyway, I'm a grown-up girl.
ORIENTATION!
Oh yeah! I had my first day orientation yesterday. It was pretty plain or I should say BORING. It wasn't much games and the whole day was like getting talks and more talks. It made me feel freaking sleepy during the talk. Anyway, I will be skipping the next two day of orientation. Yes! I know I'm a bad girl but I just don't feel like going school while it's so plain. Anyway, I got my aunt's approve for me to skip school XP.
BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION
Yesterday, I celebrated a birthday for someone I don't like at all. However, there is something inside me urge me to do it. Maybe making people feel surprised is my passion and delights. I couldn't believe I would do it for even the person I hate. Anyway, it was like a little treasure hunt that I created. I hid and frozen-ed the key in the ice cube. I gave hints and the last hint is ETERNITY HINT. It goes: Which place is the coldest place that can freeze (your love for your beloved ones and the love of the beloved ones for you...and the memories, the moments you share with them) to eternity. Wow, and when she got the key, she opened up the locked room and wow, she found many candles and a cake, plus a boyfriend in there. I love my this idea a lot. It is totally romantic and freaking fun. I am not trying to compliment myself or what but I just love the idea. It was really awesome. I hope I can have a surprise like that. However, dear's surprise for me during my birthday was awesome too.
FOR MY DEAR :)
Sometimes, I really feel sick of it and want to give up so myself could relax. However, I cannot always give up things half way like that. Tho' I'm tired, I chose to do this and so I have to carry on with it no matter what happens and I won't be afraid of it since it's my decision. Anyway, dear is always around to talk to me, listen to me whenever I feel like chilling out everything inside me. Dear's care is the invisible power that gives me a push and supports on my back to step forward and face it. Yes! with dear, I'm not afraid of anything :)
Anyway, I'm glad that we are still together now after so many problems come up. However, I'm afraid of losing you someday. I just hope we will be like this forever. By the way, I want to clarify something to you, dear! When I was angry at you and I said you destroyed my life, took away my friends...but...it is not true to the core. You didn't destroy it but you gave it more life to it. Since I've become your girlfriend, I started to love my life a little bit more. The hatreds in me started to reduce more and more which made me feel peaceful. Yes! it's true that I gave up on my few friends because of you "you know who they are". However, giving up on those friends really worth it. They dare to call themselves my friends while they don't understand me a single thing. They couldn't tell when I'm down but the normal friends could. They are not understanding. They always use me, thinking that I'm rich and I'm responsible for treating them. That makes me feel sick for quite sometimes. Anyway, who needs those selfish friends. So can you forgive me for what I said to you tho' I know you've forgiven me long time ago. In the nutshell, all I want you to know is you are the VIP in my life. VIP stands for "very important person", okay? Don't go and interpret it like "very idiot person", okay? XP. And I LOVE YOU a lot.
And last but not least...HAPPY OUR 1st ANNIVERSARY, DEAR! ILY :X
Ps:
Wow, such a long post and it's also a weird post too. I say so many literary things.
Oh yeah! Jess is finally here. Awesome! I should meet her up asap XP. I'm missing my part time boyfriend XP
Okays, I'm done for today post. Will post again asap.
