Words are like bullets

Well! I've not blogged lately but yeah I'm finally back again. Things aren't going well lately and I have been thinking a lot about it. Everything, those unwanted memories are flashing back, it really really hurts me a lot. I can still remember all the exact words that pierce through my heart every single time I think about it. I just don't want to think about it at all but sometimes, I can't help it. How I wish my mind work like a computer, whatever information that I don't want it, I can just delete out of my mind :(. Everything is just so complicated and I want to run away from all of it. I'm too confused of what I really want. HELP!!!

Anyway, the result is finally out, my very 1st gpa isn't that bad like what I expected it to be. I'm satisfied with it and congrats to all my friends too :). I'm truly happy for them. Recently I've been trying to do pull up...haiz...it sucks! I can't even do 1 :(. Wait! I'll train and one day, I will be able to do at least 1. Anyway, I saw the new book for the shopaholic collection today, I want I want :(. Craps! I really want it badly :(. I've been going out everyday, don't really have the time to pack all my things :(. Haiz...Why am I so lazy?!? Anyway, 1 more month and I have to say goodbye to Punggol house, and farewell my brother and aunty!...haiz...I don't like it at all :(....I bet I'll miss those memories greatly :(

Haiz! I'm so random today!
Shall go to bed nw!