hey! I'm back again! My days are repeating the same routine everyday, sleep, wake up, eat, watch dramas, go out and go out. Though it repeats the same thing everyday, I have fun and seriously enjoying my life :) I don't want friday to come so fast! I still want to enjoy my life here with my family and friends. I don't want to be all alone all again :(.
Anyway, I'm happier now compared to few weeks ago. I think I have thought about it clearly. No matter how much I tried to hold on, as long as he's not mine, forever, he will not be mine. Holding on to something that doesn't belong to you, one day, you will feel tired and will let go of it. It took me months to figure out this simple fact, lol, stupid me!
Anyway, I did unexpected thing today. OMG, I was out of my mind I guess, but it turned out the way I wanted it to be. I'm still confused over few matters. I hope I can figure it out SOON :) anyway, life is going to the direction I want it to be. I hope it would remain calm like this for now. :) hahaha!
I love my friends and family! <3<3<3 without them, I don't know what I gonna be when life's being a bitch to me!
