Cruel world

Why must people treat one another like this? Why can't they treat one another with their true heart? I'm really a fool. I thought as long as you treat them with your heart, they would do the same thing back. Nah, I was wrong. Things are much more complicated when we grow up. Now friendship is the level of how much benefit I can gain from you. Such a sad thing to say! Oh well, it's a crucial world, what did I expect?

I'm REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY disappointed and sad, I should just be alone. No one will ever have the free time to care for me. Yeah who did I think I am? I'm just nobody to them, even to you :(. Why are things are so complicated lately? Is it because I am too moody and thinking too much?

Forget it, I shall only be nice to those who are nice to me. If you are not, get lost!

PS: I miss my family and my secondary school life. It was so fun and people treat each other with their hearts. They will go 100% for you if they can help. I am really sick of my life now! really sick of my relationship, friendship and school work. Just wanna get away from all of these.